PCOS

So I found out I have PCOS on Oct 26, 2011. I've been having a hard time with it. One of my sister in laws just had a handsome little boy and my other sister in law is pregnant. I'm not saying I want a baby right now because me and Cory are not ready for a baby. But I would rather now that I can get pregnant any time I want to. Not that I need to be on fertility pills and treatments for the rest of my life to keep my hormones balanced. I put on a good happy face around my in laws because I am happy that my sister in law just had a baby and that the other one is pregnant. But like why cant I have that option and I dont need people telling me to relax or loss weight. I'm happy how I am I just wish I didn't have PCOS. Because its not fun to have periods with a mind of there own. And it sucks that I can grow fecal hair if my hormones freak out. I can't loss weight without a doctors help because of the PCOS. And no matter what people tell me I don't think that if I get a blessing and pray to God I'll be able to get pregnant no problem. And I love my family to death but come on I really don't want you to tell me that you don't think I have PCOS. Cory was in the doctors room with me when she told me and he still believes its all in my head. Like blood test don't lie you idiot. If you don't believe that I have PCOS that's fine but keep your opinions to your self. Every time I get my period I cry and its not even because I want to be pregnant. But with the PCOS and the depression I constantly cry when I'm on my period and all Cory does is act like its not a big deal and that I can deal with it. He isn't even home any more and it just makes the depression worse that he isn't home but every time I tell him he laughs and says I just need to relax. I feel like I have no support and it really sucks. I really needed to get this all out and I have no one to talk to because I feel like no one understands how I'm feeling.