Wednesday, July 31, 2013

:( SAD

In October of 2011 we found out we are infertile. In June of 2013 I got my first positive pregnancy test. In July of 2013 I go my period. I took another test and it was negative. I was not pregnant it was a false positive. I never told Marc that I had a positive test and I am very glad that I didn't. Last Sunday Marc and I went to out new ward. I felt extremely out of place. Every couple there except for us and two other couples had many children. I was extremely upset and went home early. I feel like I should go back to the new ward this Sunday but I do not want to put myself in a position of being upset if I don't have to. I feel like I need to know that I can do it and be around happy families without feeling like crap.